INTO the Deep
Inspiration for this series came while reading the book “Glow: Animals with Their own Night - Lights”by W. H. Beck with my oldest son. The book is about about bioluminescence and this particular passage about dino- flagellates stuck out. "Little animals glow. But if you have enough of them they can have a BIG effect" The fact that small creatures can coalesce together with spectacular results ( in the case of dino-flagellates glowing tides) is a metaphor for the times we live in.
While researching further I discovered that Bioluminescence is the most common form of communication on earth!
There are multiple contexts that inform this series. Through the course of creating this work I learned that I am on the autism spectrum, the COVID pandemic started ( and is still going) and several global crises of people and planet have been ongoing. I saw this series as a way to talk about largely uncharted depths of the ocean AND of loss of human capacity to go deep inside oneself when we encounter adversity and challenges or to lean into community ( represented by the deep sea creatures that have adapted ). In this series we see a figure falling into the depths of the ocean and figuring out how to make their own light in the darkness and move through difficulties.

Surrender 2019 Acrylic painted relief cut on birch plywood 4'x4'

Deatach 2019 Acrylic and Phosphorescent painted relief cut on birch plywood 4'x4'

Discovery 2020 Acrylic and phosphorescent painted on relief cut birch plywood 4'x4'

Conception 2020 Acrylic and phosphorescent painted relief cut on birch plywood 4'x4'

Renewal 2024 Plant based acrylic & phosphorescent painted birch plywood with relief cutting 36" in diameter

Trials & Tribulations 2024 Plant based acrylic, phosphorescent & musou painted birch plywood with relief cutting 36" in diameter

Reintegrate 2024 Plant based acrylic, phosphorescent & musou painted birch plywood with relief cutting 36" in diameter
exploring fear zine
This zine was created in collaboration with Amanda Mesi McGuire to help folks move through fear. It is best viewing in full screen mode.
We created this zine during the beginning of the COVID pandemic to accompany the Into the Deep series ( first 4 pieces) and help people process fears. Fear of drowning is another context for the Into the Deep series.